I have to figure out how to proceed from this point on. I'm not really sure what to do. I want to leave Washington, but there's no real place for me to go right now, and I sort of like my job. At the very least, I can't stay in this apartment or neighborhood anymore. I can't handle it here any longer. I'm losing my mind and soul here.
Update 2:53PM 9/26/2010: I'll explain more fully what this is all about in a subsequent entry, but probably not until Monday or Tuesday.